I am wat i am.

sorry peeps

2005-02-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

it's been real long since i posted anything here.. im not even sure if any1 will read this but, alotx10 had happened.. i dunno where to start but i think i will juz let bygones be bygones and update a wee bit on wat happened recently..

well.. i duwanna mention names, anyway.. sometimes i feel that some people do things w/o processing it thru their brains 1st? (the reason for my msn nick :P)

maybe it's juz me, but, i've gave it quite some thought and triple confirmed that i wouldn't have done wat tt someone did.

.. im pretty lost at words, not the usual me, i'm always more than able to express my feelings online(yea, read that, online) but this time.. maybe i need to tok to someone and let him/her do the translation.

Credentials -> Jas, Liang!

u made a hella big impact on my life, (not trying to be gay here) but actually it's neither positive nor negative. but there's this mark on me, some ppl might view it as something.. like a tattoo... something artisitic, something to "beautify", however others might view it as a permanent discoloration of the skin... a scar..

well, no offense in my blog, but, i juz have this gut feeling to pour this out somewhere. And www.iamtatoo.blogspot.com is the best place i can find =). Pardon me.

finally i'm back again

2005-01-07T09:20:00.000+08:00

1st of all, i wanna voice out.. there's lotsa stuff tt happened since i last blogged, regardless of it being happy/sad/disastrous.. since it's history, we shall let it be.

Budden, there are something that i wanna blog about.. i've been playing since november.. tt's y i wasnt blogging.. maybe it's in me? i can't stand it when i start playing a game and remain noobish.. i'm pushing my char up now.. oh btw it's Muonline, which is an rather old game..however, i wanna play it, and u can't stop me.

I've met up wif my guild twice and they are all nice ppl, special thx to jieyan86-aka-collin, Elebriwien-aka-Ebonne, quan-aka tiko... and all of you guys in the guild, w/o team*SG* HbTaToO wun be wat he is today.

Oh ya and Germaine, you haven't changed much when i saw you that day, stay cool and keep in touch :)

I was an ex-design student, a current IT student, using a template on blogspot.com
omg i sark -_-
the day will come when i change the layout

sad

2004-11-24T14:35:00.000+08:00

sup all, it's been a while.. didnt have much to blog tho.. only wanna let u all noe that assholes exists.

Last nite i went out wif kenny to play pool at hougang.. had some fun and nonsense.. giggling and chuckling our way out to lvl 1.. we heard shouting and crying.. then i kpo and walk over and see.. there was this Mat wif gold hair screaming his lungs out at this poor girl... raining somemore.. she was lying on the floor crying.. then i lit a stick and walked over nearer to see wat's going on.. then the mat turn over and walk towards the coffeeshop where i was and shouted at all of us that she's a bitch.. free fuck, no.1 service and shouted her no. to all those sitting @ coffeeshop.. i think maybe she 2-timed him.. then he bing bing piang piang then sat on a table wif 2 other malays.. then i continue smoking and told kenny, "eh, if i ever see u lay a finger on a girl, be assured that i'll give u a fist." he juz smiled. Lol, i dun think he will ever wack a girl ba.. then the mat got more tulan i think then he started walking towards the girl and shouted at her again.. and gave her a tight slap 5 miles across her cheeks -_____- i was like ooouch.. then he gave her a kick.. like the 1 amin gave me on my bday..

we couldnt take it anymore and didnt want to mind other ppl's business.. maybe she was really wrong.. and it's 2am we hired a cab and went home..

btw happy bday jolyn and yijun =)

voila!

2004-11-08T11:53:00.000+08:00

long sunday... 1st was the mj session as usual, and i think my luck is changing =) coz i won after like 5 consecutive losing streak.. and i 1 win 3 :D

budden.. when i was about to slack.. jas gave me a call and asked me to follow him fer dinner.. then i was like hungry.. so he told me to go woodlands, then i gave him the green light and i met him at AMK and went to cwp.. jolyn was there and we went over to see her.. after tt we had dinner wif jas's fren and his fren is like.. hmm.. a very critical person.. very concious about so many things that i wouldn't have known.. really a eye-opener lol..

hmm.. ate Cavana which was a sad case... my heart sank (looks at jas) =P

the coconut from pasar malam oso quite letdown... well.. cwp always give me surprises haha

then was straight to kenny's house for a make-over session.. bleaching my hair to white.. which turn out to very golden brown.. i think jas will upload the pic.. refer there to take a look at my mane. We played tong xiao mj till 10 and went down and bought another dye of ash grey.. and now i have this ashy greenish hair now.. i'm like goddamn tired now.. but i give mani face.. coz he passed his Java*omedetou!* he asked me to out to celebrate wif him... well.. very big day for him lol so i can't let him down :)

for now.. -> an oldy for all ya peeps out there!!

You think you're special

You do

I can see it in your eyes

I can see it when you laugh at me

Look down on me

You walk around on me

Just one more fight

About your leadership

And I will straight up

Leave your shit

Cause I've had enough of this

And now I'm pissed



Yeah

This time I'm 'a let it all come out

This time I'm 'a stand up and shout

I'm 'a do things my way

It's my way

My way, or the highway



This time I'm 'a let it all come out

This time I'm 'a stand up and shout

I'm 'a do things my way

It's my way

My way, or the highway



Check out, check check... out my melody

Just one more fight

About a lot of things

And I will give up everything

To be on my own again

Free again



Yeah

This time I'm 'a let it all come out

This time I'm 'a stand up and shout

I'm 'a do things my way

It's my way

My way, or the highway



This time I'm 'a let it all come out

This time I'm 'a stand up and shout

I'm 'a do things my way

It's my way

My way, or the highway



Some day you'll see things my way

Cause you never know

no, you never know

When you're gonna go



Some day you'll see things my way

Cause you never know

no, you never know

When you're gonna go



Check out, check check... out my melody

Just one more fight

And I'll be history

Yes I will straight up

Leave your shit

And you'll be the one who's left

Missing me



Yeah

This time I'm 'a let it all come out

This time I'm 'a stand up and shout

I'm 'a do things my way

It's my way

My way, or the highway



This time I'm 'a let it all come out

This time I'm 'a stand up and shout

I'm 'a do things my way

It's my way

My way, or the highway



Some day you'll see things my way

Cause you never know

no, you never know

When you're gonna go



Some day you'll see things my way

Cause you never know

no, you never know

When you're gonna go



Check out, check check... out my melody

non

2004-11-04T01:32:00.000+08:00

I'm bored. So here's some funny stuff from some other forums:

HER DIARY

Sunday night - I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment.
Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent.

I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."

I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry.

On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving.

I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love you, too."

When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore.

He just sat there and watched TV; he seemed distant and absent.

Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed.

I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep.

I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep.

I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.

My life is a disaster.

HIS DIARY

Today Manchester United lost the match. DAMN IT.

ty tracy ._.

2004-10-24T19:08:00.000+08:00

yep, i did it again.. i drove the car to punggol this time.. eat nasi lemak... then went over to artha and tok cock wif Jas's buddy there (the ahneh tt always call u handsome lol) thought of fetching tracy over... but in the end she said her bf was at her house... and asked us over fer drink...
so i parked the car back nicely... and went up her house... 1st thing she said was," Eh boy~ go down buy 7-up leh, no more mixer" i was like omgwtf ty lor.. i walk so far to ur house then u ask me go back to the 7-11 to buy 7-up ._. maybe i shud've went to buy... coz in the end.. the absolute vanilla was neat! all da way.. drank and watched dvd till 4:45.. and i think it shud be time i go home... then i dragged my tired body back to home, took a quick shower and bam! *snore*

I've been moody lately, and i dun really noe y too.. some of my fren also have problems... but when i heard bout their problems.. i started to think more positively... whenever u feel down, try ur hardest to visualise wat worst could have happened. It wun stop ur problem, but it will help u ... a lil' bit at least :)

-updated buddy links-

average day

2004-10-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

woke up late today coz last nite slept around 5am.. got a few sms and callalerts.. coz i was charging my fone... nua'ed my afternoon away then met up wif mani to help him get a new 6610 (2nd hand tho) then went straight uncle's BBQ for grandma bday... after tt was to Artha coz the bbQ food not enuff for me... then my mum asked me to drive =), so i juz stretched out my hands for the keys then suddenly she screamed ._. then i turned back and looked and she said she stepped on a nail... then i help her pull it out from her slippers... *ouch* was a screw somemore... then she bled a bit.. then i say i drive la, liddat how u drive.. then i drove her home... parked the car nicely and went back home and sat down on my com chair and blogged this down...

-If fate is being pulled forward forcibly, it will end abruptly-
-Nie Feng-

repent

2004-10-20T20:47:00.000+08:00

after ytd's craziness, i sat down and did something more fruitful.. some flash animations for our project AquaSports ba.. so tired now.. dun have much to say, laterz ppl.

songness

2004-10-20T04:40:00.000+08:00

lol i juz came back... i drank 1/2 a bott of vodka and i think i got balls and took my mum's key and drove to Al-Artha after meeting kenny.. and happen to see irvine, pearlyn and ah liang there lol.. ate and nua'ed there... then kenny wanted to go home @ 2... so i told irvine they all i leaving.. then on the way back to home, kenny said y not we go dou dou feng 1st then go back.. then i drove to paya lebar.. going towards ubi.. then i tot.. there dangerous.. skally got road block or tp i die.. so i U-turn back and decided to ask irvine they all wanna go eat wind anot lol... so i went back to artha and sat a while b4 moving off to hougang park..
The journey there was very fun!! i think i drove the car a bit too fierce.. coz i'm not used to the clutch... then i rev more than i do on my instructor's nissan.. and my mum's rev-meter spoil 1.. so i cannot see the rpm.. then i saw gear 1 @ 50kmh lol! the only time i go 50 kmh on a car was on gear 4 =P then i overshot alot of times and turned so late.. i drove like a mad guy on the loose.. i cut 3 lanes and go thru filter lanes @ gear 3 60-70 kmh.. the adrenaline was pumpin' yea? and kenny blasted the radio to max and i can't hear most of the things out there.. then when we reached the park, we rotted and chill till it's almost 4am.. then irvine asked me wanna try jip his pick up anot.. i say better not ba.. i not zai yet =/
budden when the road is clear and a bike kwee his throttle and u are @ gear 2 @ 50kmh.. u can't resist the temptation =X i tried catching up.. got quite near.. and i heard his aeropipe screaming.. then red light and he slow down then me too... but i think i can never beat an SP wif aeropipe and a fierce rider :(
well i think this will be the one and only time i hiong my mother's car out to artha.. coz we pumped $10 and i think the petrol was more than it was b4 i drove it haha.. and i parked at different lot from where it was b4 too.. *prays to god that my mum wun find out*
think i wun be going to skool tml.. coz i gonna go see my daddy and it's like almost 5am now.. sry jas, ethel.. xin ku ni men le
and sry Sandy fer nt telling u in advance... and i told u i went to bed already lol.. really couldn't sleep even after the vodka 7up.. and.. Let the flaming begin.

I think it's better that u dun take class 2b, coz from the way u drive. U will be a singapore hell rider and a nuisance to Singapore's TP. -Irvine-

dasnyioeo erad,lvyu

2004-10-13T03:47:00.000+08:00

whoever can decipher the title of this post shall receive a prize from me :)

well.. today was a happy day fer me ^^ went to skool to find 68 although i went there to help alot of ppl on asp.NET.. and only saw her at shopping arcade after making her wait for quite some time.. *SORRY* T-T

journey to woodlands are so full of words.. and i got too carried off and keep on blabbering.. didnt really give dear a chance to tok lol =X (remind me to stop if i'm chatting non stop like a rapper ok? :P) coz i'm too used to saying stories lol

went to bishan wif jas after that.. actually planned to go orchard.. but tot about wat to do there... and we decided to go bishan and eat. In the end we only went there to walk ard in J8 and jas wanted to watch The Exorcist.. budden i duwan lol, so we went to Kim San Leng to eat yong tau hu and tok alot of cock.. blah blah and went over to serangoon S11 and met up wif Yi Jun.. then blah blah and go to arthar...

came back home around 3am.. *sry dear* =X then played some games and nua'ed till now.. 4am and having 2nd tots of going for tml's 9am financial management lesson.. oh ya btw.. after 3 weeks i bathed normally! i juz let the water splash over my wound =D the feeling so song... after so long i can wash my hair standin up wahahha and tml i gonna eat CHICKEN! dear! BK WHOOPER ! (got 2 bk tix $10) wahaha

dunno wat to say liao..

Show the world,
how powerful the human mind can be,
if you maximise your brainpower.

-edit not only brainpower, but ur display of aura too.. the way i handle things is pretty much fixed.. accept me for who i am unless you can make me change for u :)-

Coffee bean & Al-artha

2004-10-11T03:15:00.000+08:00

Jas, u power la, make me go down serangoon garden and spent my nite there =P it's a very long nite.. really 1 of the longest nite ever outside wif u and ninja they all. Wadeva u do, where ever u go, must remember ur 11 bros + me. We will always *aite* u. 1st things 1st ba, Class 2b awaiting for u, i can't wait till i sit behind u and riding down to anywhere. Ty for the "lovebite" u gave me, now my hand a bit numb..

Yi jun, tho u hardly spend time wif me anymore.. and i dun get to even see ur face often. But remember u are one of my brothers, my longest running brother somemore.. good luck to ur exams and brudda! gotta chiong sua liao, keep fit and go in army. I wanna see a FIT zai come out, k? and good luck to ur TP too.. i wanna see u drive, see whether more garang than me anot! wahahaha

To: lilrachie & Tammy, pls email/msn me ur links can? coz i lazy to change my templates =X good luck to all that u gals ! :)

Sandy dear, *touches ear* earring spoil liao >_< must find 1 day we go to bitsNpieces and get ourselves another pair k? holidays coming! :D dun think so much bout exams ba =X gonna find a work this holiday and save up fer rainy days and more gai gai :P miss ya lots..

The tides of life, cringes the unwary.

layman's term
*the ups and downs of life... limits the ones who aren't wary of it, they could have done better things or make better decisions... but it juz came too fast and too hard onto them...*

I'll devote my sympathy/time/effort to all the unwary out there.

happy 18th bday Jas

2004-10-09T17:48:00.000+08:00

hmm.. back from all the asp.NET programming le. Update u peeps bout wat happened lately, fer my ear, my parents and i decided to boycott doctors and D.I.Y $10 fer dressing & $12 for consultation everyday = no point.

and, ytd 8-10-2004, was such a tiring day.. :O morning woke up @ 7:30 fer biz comm role play rehearsal @ 9, budden jas was late for 15 mins, then i decided to nua inside the room and dun have the mood to do the rehearsal liao.. so i brought in my whole script for the real thing lol? anywayz the role play wasn't that bad.. all of us had brekkie @ mackie.. altho it's only a regular sized milo, but at least can last few hours ba..

after the breakfast, we went to jas house to burn CDs for the BBQ, we tu and tu until 1+ then go find ethel and go market.. bad news = market emptied, good news = still got shop & save but
S&S is dam far from ethel's house.. it's on the way back to jas house, and we juz came from there -.- bad news = cannot find chicken wings @ S&S, good news = we found it at on the way out of S&S, bad news = we already returned all the food items to all their respective positions.

me and mani went to tekka to look for tequila and chivas regal.. mani said he got lobang for cheap 1. In the end we got it @ $117.. not as cheap as we tot it would be. Then i went over to mani's fren house to take his mp3 player.. then fren not at home.. walked like 20 mins to get there, and we gotta spent another 20 mins to walk to his house.. bathed there too..

then we rushed cabby down to ECP and only saw jolyn and kit fan wif situ & of course bday boy :) practically fooled around there and drank and eat fer the next few hours.. till my dear and her darling came down then at least the whole BBQ have a new purpose :D really enjoyed the time sitting beside u at the beach

poor jas vomitted like 10+ times tho i dunno wat he drank.. he was too busy wif all the people around.. good luck to ur class 2b !

not the typical weekend

2004-10-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

hmm, as alot of u noe.. i have/wan to play mahjong wif my aunts & mum every sunday.. although today bo lai.. but it's one of my best day of mj ever, coz i had hu 1 time 13 wonders aka shi san yao. My aunt and all was like, wah lao, sibei heng ar u.. then next round, open up tiles, waiting liao.. then muo 2 cards only hu le.. then i keep winning non stop for like 6 rounds, diao tseng dam long.. aha but in the end lose a bit here and there then no win..

then i went to the doctor to clean the dressing, bad news -.- doc says if my wound still doesn't close up by next week, he will refer me to hospital for a bigger surgery.. he say tt the surgeon will cut a bigger hole and scrap all the shit out. He oso say tt the wound still got a lil infection.. so he took so long to 'wash' my wound wif the cotton..

the worst thing is that i dragged too much time wif mahjong and doctor that i cannot make it to ethel's house to do project... sorry ethel =/

mixed feelings now.. b4 i went to the doctor i was so shuang.. 13 wonders.. budden doctor give me this kinda 'good' news i sian 1/2

anyways, -peace-

The smartest man on Earth on utilize less than 10% of the maximum brainpower. -Albert Einstein

Modern science revealed that it's actually 2%.

sian yet happy

2004-10-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

hai ya.. jas bugger, told me no more tix for movie when i was about to sit in my mum's car on the way down.. in the end, i followed my mum to changi airport to fetch my sis :/ well.. 1 week nv see her.. go fetch oso nvm lo.. but my shou huo not bad.. she bought some bags for me..

although me and my mum waited for her fer like.. 1 hr? i tok cock wif my mama lol, sometimes it's enjoyable to be able to tok heart to heart wif ur mum.. not many ppl do. I updated her about all my OGL history, gf come-about, macha and school.. though at 1st was sian'ed but now i think it's ok ba..

even the artha session oso kana cancelled.. and i'm gonna rot at home and stare @ a CRT monitor for the next few hours b4 staring at TV..

tml's gonna go down to doc to change dressing.. haiz... and today's mc submission was fucked up. The old bitch @ lvl 3 gave me a huge lump of bullshit, coz i submitted wrong date, and i wanted her to cancel the Statement of Absence.. to all bitches in the world, i gladly gives u a big middle finger for all ur contribution in the world :) (there goes.. .!. *size x 10*)

peace out all :)

horrigible

2004-10-01T18:53:00.000+08:00

and i tot that skool is fun, but on the contrary, school indeed is fun!(bet u guys dun expect this) although i got 'suaned' like hell.. but i prefer school to be like this than a quiet, lonesome, remoted poor lil lad at the corner of a class.. but hey.. i'm not sadistic.. but this kinda lifestyle is preferred :X

was taking 5 wif jason today and bumped into tracy.. and saw her 4 yr old SP.. congrats on passing Class 2b :P hope that i will get to sit on ur bike someday :D btw, she got it super cheap -.- kio tio gu lan..

will be watching White Chicks later wif jas, irvine and ninja.. but it's not a complete movie w/o Sandy >_< too bad she's down wif flu.. can't get to watch wif her =/

well well.. got scolded by siao char boh for not jioing her to watch movie.. then she said something like you tot i tot u think i confirm?? byebye dun reply. -_____-"

siao char boh read this ! wan to go movie anot? kakaka j/k but if u read this and time is on ur side, u can still give me a call =)

peace all.. feeling lethargic already.. Al-Athar tonite wif ethel later.. prolly jas too.. till then, Adios

Wise men thinks the same,
fools never differ.

wackie backie

2004-09-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

havent posted in a few days.. coz for the past few days, it's been the same thing.. wake up, eat, slack a while, go see doctor and go thru the cotton shit...

wanted to study ytd.. for today's financial management.. but i dun have the tutorial answers.. alot of shit happened and i duwanna mention it here.. nothing great.. but not worth typing :)

well.. really dunno wat to say liao.. perhaps.. only wanna travel thru time and jump straight to the holidays! i can't stand all this delayed, last min projects and assignments and ICAs and all liao.. feel like juz sitting here and stare into space

well well... good luck to all u ppl out there, burning midnite oil, twisting urself out of your regular daily routines due to all the stress out there.. GOOD LUCK :D

pathetic weekend..

2004-09-27T01:01:00.000+08:00

woke up so late.. coz i didnt sleep well, i cant turn my head coz i scared i might kana the wound.. then woke up wif stiff neck -.- very bad day.. imagine going to a bbq and staring at all the food.. crayfish, chicken wings, pork chop, otah, prawns, crabs !!! but i can only sit there and hear my aunts and uncles nag at me and asking me why i so suay -.- the way they phrase the questions is as if i wan to have this thingy on my ear -___-" well.. at least i still get to play mahjong wif them.. if not i will get bored to death.. won a bit luckily.. but the main purpose is to kill time and accompany my mum ba.. she's like alone now, sis overseas.. dad working.. and on weekdays i dun see her much too.. haiz..

and my ear.. zzz, explicit content.. the doc today pulled out the "cloth" and i was like AAAAA PAIN PAIN! then he juz jerked it out as if it's a scotch-tape over my arm.. -_- then i saw the cloth.. eeee all blood and stuff.. then i ask him whether can dun put the cloth inside anot.. then he say a No, period my face.. then he told me to lean over, and now i got another piece of tt cloth in my body, plus a jab on my ass to make me heal faster.. (supposedly)

and have this piece of big tape over my ear.. and i duwanna go to school wif that thing.. so i will make good use of the 2 days mc ba.. (sorry jas =/)

Excruciating pain!!!

2004-09-25T21:11:00.000+08:00

some of u might have noticed a small lump behind my right ear, i went to see a doctor juz now and he told me, " Gary, i think it would be better if u might a small incision and squeeze the pus out. I went :O, and said, " Leong dun bluff leh, pain leh!" and he said tt he's serious.. then he went to his drawer and reached out for the scary surgical gloves and blade.. 1st, alcohol dap.. then a syringe of anesthesia... i swear it hurt like hell! then i tot he will let the anesthesia work its wonders b4 starting.. but he all did was.. "Gary, i going to use the niu rou dao to cut u" but the pain is excruciating.. i got no mood to tok.. i think he noe it then he juz proceeded.. the next few mins are so.. PAIN! altho it's not very very pain.. but wif the thoughts of a blade making slits on ur skin.. it juz sends chill down ur spines.. after squeezing all the shit out, i tot it's all over.. BUT he told me that he have to stuff a gauze inside.. tmd.. so i have to sleep tonite wif a piece of cotton INSIDE my physical body. and now i'm tilting my head towards the right.. i scared that i will stretch the wound.. so i'm like a spastic be-spectacled baldy walking wif a sprained neck, zzzz

god WHYYYYY...

Only you

Can make me feel

The world can disappear



Only you

Make my heart heal

And make it oh so clear



We can talk in circles

Going round in a million ways

And never understand



'Cause our words are whispers

Hidden up in a distant haze

Like diamonds next to sand



I don't even know

What it's all about

But i get all blissed out

And then i know

It's only you



-Only you-

Lisa Ekdahl

procrastination of fury unleashed

2004-09-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i have this belief that all man on Earth ( including woman -.-, not being a sexist here but that's wat ppl always call human beings rite?) have hidden potential.. in chinese they call it Qian3 Neng2.. and that it can be summoned only in times of extreme urgency.. so y the hell am i toking about all these? coz i think i'm going to reach this point of breaking soon... and i think the so-called Qian3 Neng2 is forcing itself outta me.. however i will not let it out, as long as i have the will and determination to fight against it. In Feng1 Yun2, Nie Feng told Bu Jing Yun that if fate is being brought forward forcibily, it will end abruptly.. so i dun wan it to happen :)

so much wif the philosophical shiet, i think i'm now putting myself in this situation whereby i will break down soon... 1 hr of sleep ytd, thx to TCP/IP ica2.. and tonite 12:05am Resident Evil 2: Apocalypse.. and Al-Artha afterwards... hallelujah!! Ahbese!! Amitabha!! SHEN AR!! wateva! and lotsa projects and icas come pouring onto me like tsunami against pulau tekong..

main thingy tt i'm worried is my beloved Sandy ba... i feel so bad.. as if i'm neglecting her.. tho she always say it's ok... but i still feel bad.. and i think that this is the best of places to speak out..

Look up and ahead, take a deep breath... close yr eyes.... and... smell my fart :X wahahah
-peace-

Overtaxed mind

2004-09-23T23:39:00.000+08:00

Ecommerce project almost killed me today.. i stayed in Blk L lab till 8:30pm.. then i gotta wait for my mum to fetch me to Changi airport.. my sis gotta go lead this group of ppl to Shang Hai, 8 days :D juz when i tot that i can finally go home and study.. the oncoming TCP/IP test is like tml 12 pm.. and i opened up the book and saw around 70++ pages of notes.. (2 slides per page) i was like holy shit! so now.. i'm juz rotting and waiting for Jason to come over to my place and teach me.. hope that he can do a good job..

To Mani: MANI!!! GROW UP !!! dun be typical indians that go knock knock, chant chant!! I BUEY TAHAN!!! and good luck to your .NET 2003 mun, i foresee alot of :O from u..

To rest of machas: We have done it once, we have done it twice, and i dun see the reason for not doing it again. Press on, the mark will be reached :)

To Sandy: so many days... we haven't really had time to meet up and talked.. i tot that after OGLs shit, i will have time.. but.. i think i forgot that i am a student lol, all my projects and assignments got piled up.. so.. a big SORRY, hope that we can go chill this sat tho :P

One who sleeps with an itchy butt, wakes up with a smelly finger. -Kong Zi-

a new lease of life

2004-09-22T21:51:00.000+08:00

Omedetou gozaimatsu to all the new EXCO committee members, hope u guys will embark this journey with all us OGLs in heart, we will not forget all the time that we spent together!

To Jas: brudda, steady la, ur kao pehness brought u into the EXCO =X, nonetheless dun let me down and bring SIT club to further heights!

To Angie: *bow* embrace! our new SIT president!! i knew the presidential seat belongs to u, and i voted for u too :) dun be stressed, keep ur cool and tackle it like the way u handled us during finale :P (we were a big bunch of nuisance =X)

To Jolyn-aka-siaocharboh: pls maintain ur noisiness coz i cannot imagine a world w/o a noisy siao char boh around... u are like my daily papers, makes my day, a day.. altho Sandy is my air that i breathe, i will die w/o her *lol*..

To Sandy: My dear my dear.. now we can have more time together liao ba, no more *sorry dear.. i have to go ogl meeting, dance, planning, event* let's fasten our seat-belts and lemme ride u to heaven, where we will see the world together!

The Road goes ever on and on
Out from the door where it began,
Now far ahead the Road has gone,
Let others follow it who can!
Let them a journey new begin,
But I at last with weary feet
Will turn towards the lighted inn,
My evening-rest and sleep to meet.